Artistic Skills of a Full-time Company Employee

Right! I signed into mixi.jp today with an admirable intention to try and track all my friends and ask them to become my mixi friends so I dont feel left out having only 8 friends on my page compared to all the others who have over 100 of them. I know this does sound rather ridiculous but in order to feel good about ones self there are times when things like this are unavoidable. And so with an inconspicuous objective of making myself feel better about myself I found all the friends I wanted and one by one wrote them cute little emails that it's me and I want to be mixifriends with them. Though as I one by one wrote emails to them I also one by one read their profiles and realized that now I actually feel remarkably worse about myself than before I went to mixi.jp today.
Everybody seems to be a grandeur artist of some sort, a photographer, dancer, musician, candle artist and what not and they all seem generally appreciated as what they claim themselves to be...then on the other hand I have a look at me, all the time attempting to create some thing or another and all I can see I have is a lack of free time due to a full time job. Besides having a full time job I also have twelve days of paid holidays per annum and thus am condemned to as much as dream of long unforseen roads, open clear skies, neck hurting from my big fat camera and dirt behind my ears.
My mind is tortured by adventurous desires, my body buzzes with restlessness and my feet are starting to itch...
...so, the first military plan of action I shall like to undertake is to get my job become part-time...
Hurray!