Reminders

As one leaves puberty one tends to forget some things. One of them would be acne, which in my case is N/A. The other one are period pains and indeed this one, after being on a pill for a considerable amount of time, I happened to forget.
And indeed, today, I was cruelly reminded.
I could have seen this, what with all the emotional issues I seemed to have created for myself over the last couple of days (not utterly unjustified though too) and the sensei's comment after training yesterday that I don't seem to have the healthy spirit ("元気がないみたいな～").
The time though when the reminders took their full force was while going with my poor two and three year old victims for a walk today and I just had no power to let them climb on every pole we passed.
Nevermind, I had a nice dream about snowboarding with En, who once upon a time in China gave me a very nice kiss. This sort of dream made me sober up a little from all the torture I subjected myself to as one does if gifted with such a lively imagination as I was; it is a toll bestowed by the Fantasy Queen.

I am now going to join the kids reading `Inside Freight Train` and then try to sleep off with them my body and soul pains.