Simple Matters

This input is going to be an account on the developments of the last month, dated as off the day we officially split up with Hideto (13th of August), for it seems that this event has given a free way to occurence of other rather random events.
So, to sum it up very simply and clearly, since we split up with Hidechan my heart has been aching so badly that it still is and despite various barriers it persists on desiring the one it should not. It hurts. Every day.
But that`s more a sum of my current emotional state than events. So, once more, to sum it up simply and clearly, since we split up with Hidechan I had a ragazzo italiano seducing me almost completely, Habib attempting at seducing me by the means of a sensual massage, wandering hands and his mastery of soul-touching, I had two almost underaged Japanese twenty-two year olds telling me they wanted to be my boyfriends and I had Ethi kissing me so that I wanted to pull him in rather than push him out of my door which I had to do.
Upon these happenings, for they took me by surprise at their quantity and intensity, I shall try to draw an analytic bio-social model in order to understand, though I fear it might be all of a biological basis and the social element of it would be enclosed in the fact that we consider ourselves humans.
To support this claim comes the account on my own desires which have proven to seem a reaction to my bodily wants, which, to say the truth, I am not, turning to my moral inner being with questions, totally opposed to.

This random last month`s row or column was topped up and brought to absolute excellence by meeting up with Benjamin Fulford in Tokyo, a person of substance in the circles of Japanese journalism, politics and more recently literature. He calls himself a revolutionary and in his not so obvious though very present weirdness he is adorable and most respectable.
He gave me a ride on his bike while giving me an update on the 9/11 incident. We rowed a boat, fed fish, ate ice cream and talked over possibilities of changing the world into a better place and so now I feel I have a motivation which if it begins to decease, I know where to reboost.
Vivat!