La Japoneisa: To be or not to be (or what to be???)

Went training again last night. It was great. The kids were practising awa odori for today's undoukai and so it was only Katsumi sensei and me training. With my private teacher I felt priviledged. This way perhaps I shall finally become a lethal weapon.
Hm. I wonder whether he is married. He is very cute and looks very 'the right guy' so I think he might be.

I don't like married people (a general statement re: the status rather than anyone in person that is).
It often seems like they have their own agenda running, they are all members of a club of some sort, a very selective club where you as a singleton have got no access. The untouchables.
I am not being bitter here *self is trying very hard not to sound like Bridget Jones, not sure it works*.
The Happy Smug Married Couples' Club might at times (of loneliness and emotional emptiness) sound rather enviably. I guess they do have it all. All that they ever wanted, all the films propagate, no? Love, peace, security, all their dreams coming true (???) and therefore they indeed do have a lawful reason to be happy and smug about it too.
But I propose 'freedom'. We, the single, ever wandering souls have freedom (and without quote marks); freedom to go, to return or never come back. Our freedom is the key to our happiness, peace of mind, content of the heart, to endless choice (and no matter how elite the SmugClub is, ultimatelly we do have a rusty old key to their door too).