La Japoneisa: Let Me Off This ******* Island!
Nagoya my ars!
Woke up from a restless sleep at 4.30am this morning. All was packed and I was ready to shamelessly renounce our Ship of Dreams for another, a perhaps more distant one.

The whole village was dead with sleep, but of course it was only 5.50 am and a typhoon on the way.

I had to escape the main room where I was choking on the smoke from the burning irori, which was hurting my eyes so much I could hardly keep them open, and now am resting in the nema full of flies of which home it had become for this time of mayhem and am enjoying the ferocious sounds of the outside world and quietly wondering about what it could be that made me stay here.
Everything happens for a purpose.
The typhoon stopped me from going to Nagoya. It stopped all the buses and trains, shut all the bridges only so I could not go and now, that I have arranged alternative plans that depended on a working phone line, it disconnected that one too! And so I am left here, in my beloved nowhere, contemplating on the intentions of the fate's controlling finger.
Two options come to my mind: either,
1. The people I want to see and hang out with are bad bad bad and this way all the gods are trying their best to make me avoid hanging out with these impersonalized evils.
2. It is a test designated to see how strong minded I am and whether I can put my mind to things and achieve what I want.
(Celestine Prophecy, where are you now, eh??)
My whole inner me is ready to give in, just let the flow take me where ever, knowing that there are good things to come across. Though the curious part of me is telling me to try some more and see what it comes out as. Hana chan is the little devil sat on my right shoulder, whispering promising little words to my ear, tempting me, my eyes wide open, hungry with desire to know, to see the future.
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